This is my life, which ain’t completely mine,
Fear of Society, family and friends that stand in line.
Transmute this sphere I pray,
Cause it Affects my young heart everyday,
This is a sad truth that I wish to convey.
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I bow to thee, Oh lord!
Can you please let me live my life again?
I swear on you, I wont let it go this time,
I’ll make it worth if you change your mind!
The fear in my heart I bore,
It took me through the draining core.
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I have the key to my heart,
But I wont let anyone in.
For people who cant see the real me, behind the cheerful grin.
Please tell me, are you blind?
or just have my pre-image in your mind?!
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Yeah ,sometimes I do feel depressed,
When I scream on top of my voice unheard and oppressed.
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain,
I suffocate to an endless rain.
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I took a deep breath and counted to three,
Saw a picture in my head of who you wanted me to be,
Chops wanted a smile, but eyes don’t agree,
wings wished a flight, but are they free?
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My eyes are filled with tears,
And heart filled with fears with lots of hope I adhere,
but still for me, no one is here.
Just a glimpse in your eyes would make me feel alive.
Why can’t you think like me and revive?
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I bow to thee, Oh lord!
Can you please let me live my life again?
I swear on you, I wont let it go this time,
I’ll make it worth if you change your mind!
The fear in my heart I bore,
It took me through the draining core.
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I am tired, I waited till twelve
Inquiring hard, Searching in delve
I am still in that raft you left
Eager and desperate to be blest.
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My past remains with me like pawn,
Cause it’s hard to let go and move on.
But the past is past for a reason,
And was supposed to be only in that season.
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There is a voice in me,
That breaks the silence in mind,
No parents, relatives or friends can chime,
What’s right for me, speaks the voice inside.
By: Nehashree Verma
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