In the Mind of an Aged Author

By: Dinaya Goonetilleke

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‘As she walked beneath the tree, glancing up at the wailers in three.’

Following the research on birds and remembering our childhood rhymes

In a new world racing against seconds, my hands became feeble at the passing of time

Used to write, now typing on this machine called a computer by the new kind

My back ached as I sat four hours straight on my favourite antique chair,

Sipping some water as I trotted down to the fresh garden air

For eighty years nature was never the same, yet it always felt so right

As I looked up at the wailers in three, I smiled for what I gifted, was sight

As a woman without hair or teeth, I see children and remind myself of what I used to be

My mother’s voice echoed in my head as a six-year-old ran and hurt her knees

Memories were all I had to cherish till the day I pass, admiring life yet remembering it’s never granted

Desire for more is what made our clever minds, yet I believe one day, that’ll leave us terminated

Looking back at the shelf that was flooded with trophies, medals and awards,

For fifty-eight years what I did was write, hoping it moved me forward

I loved creating novels, but I ask now… ‘Where had my imagination gone?’

Not being the typical outdoor girl yet being very active,since I lost my most loved gift I felt all alone

I took a book, blewoff the dust to see my nameglow on the bestseller cover

Moving along, I read what said ‘The secrets of Blue Danube’

I didn’t remember quite at once that it meant the beauty of a river in a ballet

But I knew the youth won’t adore this now, I heard what they had said

My friends had moved on to religion, and I had no family of my own

I was gifted a talent and a wonderful life, yet not a love when I was born

After decades of writing my right hand was paralyzed, so I learnt to work with my left

Instead of being loathed at and failing my health, I’d be in comfort if I had already left

Children in the neighbourhood celebrate their birthdays with grand parties

They don’t understand they’re enjoying losing days to live

But as a great philosopher once said, ‘Even the shortest and happiest life is worthful.’

“Even though with certain ups and downs, I am happy to rest at last, for I had one of the best!”

By: Dinaya Goonetilleke, Sri Lanka

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