If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops, heart shatters
Then for what love’s for?
But I scratch through phone and see you,
Hoping that someday you’ll call
Wish I could erase my memory, stop and think, “What is this for?”
I bet he has forgotten name, that I told that night
He doesn’t even know my name
(But he keeps me alive)
It kills me that I see you, in my contacts everytime
I wish I knew you had a girlfriend, or that you were gay
But you’re not, or I don’t know, if you’re single and I am
Used to have guys up in arms, with no effort but
You’re the one who showed how’s looking real blush
And I get lost in guesses, wondering what’s right
Don’t want to seem annoying and miss my only chance
Don’t won’t to be an option, want to be the one
Don’t know it if I want you, or it’s just a bluff
I didn’t have a true love, think you’re the first one
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops and shatters
But I only want you more
(But it makes me want you more)
So I scratch through phone and see you,
Hoping that someday you’ll call
Wish I could erase my memory, stop and think, “What is this for?”
I start to think that you’re a player, and I’m your pawn in little game
You control all of my actions, movement and the way I feel
But baby, I will make a gambit, just wait and see, how will I win
I just need to know you better, should know your hidden self
Maybe outside’s complicated, but man, you’re all the same
I will have you up in arms, with no effort but
I just can’t get used to it, I think I’m in love
And I get lost in guesses, wondering what’s right
Maybe I should forget you, though I know I can’t
Maybe it’s just a phase, and puberty that plays
Cruel game, rushing in veins, pain in the neck
Maybe, this is all at once, that was fell down my head
And you’re my sunshine, but I prefer the rain
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops and shatters
I still I want your love
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops, heart shatters
Then for what love’s for?
But I scratch through phone and see you,
Hoping that someday you’ll call
Wish I could erase my memory, stop and think, “What is this for?”
I bet he has forgotten name, that I told that night
He doesn’t even know my name
(But he keeps me alive)
It kills me that I see you, in my contacts everytime
I wish I knew you had a girlfriend, or that you were gay
But you’re not, or I don’t know, if you’re single and I am
Used to have guys up in arms, with no effort but
You’re the one who showed how’s looking real blush
And I get lost in guesses, wondering what’s right
Don’t want to seem annoying and miss my only chance
Don’t won’t to be an option, want to be the one
Don’t know it if I want you, or it’s just a bluff
I didn’t have a true love, think you’re the first one
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops and shatters
But I only want you more
(But it makes me want you more)
So I scratch through phone and see you,
Hoping that someday you’ll call
Wish I could erase my memory, stop and think, “What is this for?”
I start to think that you’re a player, and I’m your pawn in little game
You control all of my actions, movement and the way I feel
But baby, I will make a gambit, just wait and see, how will I win
I just need to know you better, should know your hidden self
Maybe outside’s complicated, but man, you’re all the same
I will have you up in arms, with no effort but
I just can’t get used to it, I think I’m in love
And I get lost in guesses, wondering what’s right
Maybe I should forget you, though I know I can’t
Maybe it’s just a phase, and puberty that plays
Cruel game, rushing in veins, pain in the neck
Maybe, this is all at once, that was fell down my head
And you’re my sunshine, but I prefer the rain
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops and shatters
I still I want your love
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops, heart shatters
Then for what love’s for?
But I scratch through phone and see you,
Hoping that someday you’ll call
Wish I could erase my memory, stop and think, “What is this for?”
I bet he has forgotten name, that I told that night
He doesn’t even know my name
(But he keeps me alive)
It kills me that I see you, in my contacts everytime
I wish I knew you had a girlfriend, or that you were gay
But you’re not, or I don’t know, if you’re single and I am
Used to have guys up in arms, with no effort but
You’re the one who showed how’s looking real blush
And I get lost in guesses, wondering what’s right
Don’t want to seem annoying and miss my only chance
Don’t won’t to be an option, want to be the one
Don’t know it if I want you, or it’s just a bluff
I didn’t have a true love, think you’re the first one
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops and shatters
But I only want you more
(But it makes me want you more)
So I scratch through phone and see you,
Hoping that someday you’ll call
Wish I could erase my memory, stop and think, “What is this for?”
I start to think that you’re a player, and I’m your pawn in little game
You control all of my actions, movement and the way I feel
But baby, I will make a gambit, just wait and see, how will I win
I just need to know you better, should know your hidden self
Maybe outside’s complicated, but man, you’re all the same
I will have you up in arms, with no effort but
I just can’t get used to it, I think I’m in love
And I get lost in guesses, wondering what’s right
Maybe I should forget you, though I know I can’t
Maybe it’s just a phase, and puberty that plays
Cruel game, rushing in veins, pain in the neck
Maybe, this is all at once, that was fell down my head
And you’re my sunshine, but I prefer the rain
If flames turns into ashes,
And hope is always dying
Heartbeat stops and shatters
I still I want your love
By: Caroline Novikova
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