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                                                   BREATHE

                                               By Lylah Chib Taank









































                                                                When  I  was  thirteen,  I  realized  my
               Breathe.        Just     breathe      and
                                                                dreams.  I  wanted  to  be  with  the
               everything will be okay. Because as              stars.  I  wanted  to  walk  the  moon.
               long  as  you're  breathing,  you're  on.        And Father beat me up. Beat me up

               That's  what  you  always  told  me,             for  daring  to  dream  of  this  when  I
               mummy,  wasn't  it?  You  thought  it            was  a girl. I  cried  in  my  room  that
               was  the  cure  to  everything  and  I           night, ripped my clothes off me and
               believed it too. From the time I was             stared at my bare body in the mirror.

               ten, you told me this. To breathe. In            At  the  bruises  that  were  already
               and out. Even when I was mocked at               becoming  prominent.  You  walked
               for  accoutering  as  a  boy.  When  I           in,  mummy,  and  gave  that  loving
               was  bullied  in  school  because  I             smile  of  yours.  You  told  me  that  I

               didn't act like a girl. You stroked my           could  walk  my  path  alone.  All  I
               hair  at  night  and  caressed  my  face,        needed  to  do  was  breathe.  But  you
               telling  me  to  be  strong.  But  you           forgot,  mummy,  that  we  all  need
               forgot  that  you  weren't,  mummy.              someone. And you weren't there.

               Then how could I be?



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